I do hope everyone had a lovely time over Christmas, thank you so much for your lovely comments, I confess I have not been on blogland and have only just seen them, so I apologise for not replying.
We did our best over Christmas, and we all tried very hard to push away the black cloud hanging over us. Just before Christmas Rebecca had the results of the PET scan and it was devastating news - we were told they had found a 'mass' in her groin of 3cm. The floor opened up and we just sat there dumbstruck, talk about daja vu, almost to the day two years ago.
Stunned as we were, we took in the information given but being 'most unusual' and 'we are surprised too' didn't really help. Rebecca has to go for a biopsy on the 2nd Jan, we then have to wait at least a week before we get those results. The waiting is the worst, you can deal with the process as your mind has something positive to grasp, but the waiting allows unwanted thoughts and what ifs to penetrate. Rebecca has been so brave, pushing everything away on the surface but like ducks, paddling like fury under the water. Poor love has even opted out from various invitations as she didn't want to put on a face, quite unerstandable
So I think we shall postpone new year for a bit and approach each day as it comes, putting into place lots of positivity, inner healing, good thoughts and vibes and giving all the love and support to each other as we wait.
I do have a few photos that need processing, probably completely out of sync with timing but hey never mind, be back soon to share.
Take care xx